Today, I did not feel to do anything…just glumpy!! I did not do my reading or sit until later in the day. I usually do mine first thing in the morning.
See…Wednesday evening I was put on the spot to talk about the goals I wanted to achieve for 2015. My answer was not clear or concise with definite income and timelines. Standing in front of your team and not showing up as a leader was upsetting tome. I felt horrified that I did not do the small steps needed to get me to my bigger vision. ..I question how did I become a Regional Vice President without a plan?
Yesterday I went on the webinar GO90Grow and that was an eye opener… I love what I learnt and did nothing! I love what Mark said…it is Net Work marketing not Net Wish Marketing.
Doing nothing yesterday and today was my way of shutting down and feeling sorry for myself. I read
Faye’s blog and got my butt moving. Noting major but small steps ….contacting people etc.
I know what i have to do and why am I not doing it!! My old blue print in action ? Or am I just blue?
I am confused at this moment as to the how of accomplishing my PPNs ….yes I know the how will present itself.
Enough of the poor me and “I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving harmonious and happy”
Ferial, be kind to yourself. Let yourself feel what it is you feel. Learn from it, in your sit let yourself go and you will find your way. Your Guide and the “Alliance” are there for you too. Hugs coming your way, Carol
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Thank you and much gratitude
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I remember the first time my guide said…maybe you need different PPNs? It will come…the sit for me is the best thing…sit, make your body relax, calm your mind…think of one of your favorite times…I found that my PPN’s were in that favorite time!
Thanks for the honesty!
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We all have bad days and bad weeks. Lately, I’ve had a bit of trouble staying the course. But look how far you’ve come!
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I hear and understand. There were a couple days where I actually chucked the whole idea of the MKMMA; keeping up just seemed like so much work, for no results that I could see yet. I remembered how excited I was when I started; I listened to my recording over and over and over again… and I started over. So each morning, I just start over. It’s day one, I tell myself, and I’m excited to be changing my life!
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Yes I got over the glumps because of such support and understanding.
Thank you
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